its rainy to day my favorite kinda days. i could deal without the thunder though.
well im just laying here on this damn computer once agian wasting my life with nothing to do. Well playing kingdom hearts for the DS is considered wasting life to me... i would rather be out with friends or at a job or something. Not being able to go back to school is bothering me hardcore now... i want school more then anything yet its so far out of my reach now... i failed all my classes do to the fact that i didnt want to be around my ex do to pent up feelings and all kinds of things i wanted to say... Strange i knew how important it was for me to pass all my classes this year. it was going good at first then just went down hill from there. I became blind by hate or pain i dont really know anymore, but it sure as hell fucked me in the long run. this next year will be a pain though, but im ready do what ever possible to get it all done. Im getting a job saving the money for school, then license, then a car. after that im saving money for a trip to Minnesota to see my friend that helped me through alot of things. eh thats enough for today!